i know its not worth it.
but right now, in this moment, it feels worth it.
-i havent been on here in forever.
-i dont even know why i got on this tonight besides the fact that i just need to let shit out.
-for the first time in a long time i feel lost. completely. and i have no one to show me the way.
-every time i need change in my life i change my hair.
-today i got bangs. i need change. the change hasnt come yet.
-‘i can live without you but without you ill be miserable at best’
-ive never been a jealous person. like at times i would have a jealous bone in my body but i was never jealous at all. ive been a highly jealous person for quite some time now.
-if i had the funds to pack up and head out right now i would. i want to go away so bad. somewhere. anywhere. far away.
-i dont like that brodys leaving tomorrow.
-i dont like that beccas leaving wednesday.
-i cant stand the way things are right now. but i dont have a single solution for changing that.
-this was kind of a downer blog.